Life is a vivid dream

It is almost like rising and understanding the mentality of a foreign bred teenager. Things start to appear differently. When I committed acts against nature : a most horrible and gruesome act ever imaginable in my life. I thank Osama Bin Laden and Jack the Ripper! I am sort of better than them. LOLZ. Though not rising to the heights of championing the causes of hopeless million suffering in this world, I struggle against my most animal and inanimate insticts. What lightened up my day? The casual tone of a shopkeeper(Milk shop)? May be her vibrations were very higher than me and I borrowed them to improve my system.

I don't feel any burden of mornings mischeives. The reason of my existence - all crumble down before the mountain of infinite possibilities to explore this world. Why waste time questioning the unknown(read it 'which can never be known')? You can always help a few thousands in your lifetime.

Some tit-bits:

1. Tuticorians are so damn sure about reincarnation that they risk their lives in roads. Not only theirs but mine too. I haven't finalised my position on it.

2. Can anyone become a philosopher so great as Socrates, Plato in this century? Well one can. But the works will be understood and appreciated only after the death. What an irony?

3. I am too passionate about movies. Can't resist good ones. I would have been associated with arts in my previous births!

4. Wanted to live a life which others only dream of. Not that luxurious sort of stuff but definitely a ulagam sutrum valiban. I do not want to be caught up in a mess of society and system. I wish I fell directly from heaven into the Earth.

5. How true that we exist in a state of nothingness! Its the truth hard to accept.

6. I know that I am selfish and so pleasure-seeking. But what should I do to become selfless. Observed the causes of suffering and misery in this worldly existence. What exactly waits after-life? Some real classical event which actually happens at the right time when I get into resonance and start the ascension process.

7. Very intersted in reading books. And even have secret desires to write books.

8. Everybody dreams like me, but few take the risk. Where can I buy courage? I read and understood too much of things intellectually that its bothering me now. Crazy indeed.

9. I wish to tread on the mountains of Himalayas learning the philosophies of all religions to reach the state of Nirvana while I tread upon this Earth.

10. Rather than discoursing information alone as a sage, I would like to plunge into action to help the suffering and poor souls.